5.

Tonight was one hell of a night and I really wish nothing like this would ever happen again. It was too scary and I hope I wouldn't be able to go through something like this ever again. I'm so traumatized by the screaming, the crying. It was just too scary and I wish I would never ever ever have to experience anything near to it ever again.

Yes, I'm emotional but I guess, this is where it really hits home and where it really hits me - hurts me.