11. Baptism.

Sitting down by her bedside,

just wishing, 

waiting,

wondering.

Sometimes feeling unworthy,

useless,

unloved.

You came,

You saved,

You healed,

You loved.

You chose not the perfect ones, 

but the ones whom are imperfect.

You chose not the sinless ones,

but the ones whom sinned.

You chose not the one whom is bright,

but the one whom struggles to pass her papers.

You chose not the clean ones,

but the ones whom have scars all over her body.

You chose not the ones whom love,

but the ones whom judge.

But You changed them,

You healed them,

You changed her,

You healed her,

You changed me,

You healed me.

Blessed //

"What an imbecile," she thought to herself, "who actually gets so caught up with this entire idea of religion? It restricts you from doing the many things you love. It restricts you from having the time of your life." She brushed off the entire topic of religion. "I believe in Him, I am a Christian. But I don't think you get the entire point of religion. If He loves you, He wouldn't want to see you suffer. Why would he make you do these nonsensical stuffs?"
"He loves you, and this entire life of yours is a test of whether you love Him, and how much exactly do you love Him. Are you willing to lay your life down for Him?" She didn't understand why were they all so caught up with this entire fascination. She attended church, but besides the glaring lights during worship, nothing else caught her eye. And technically, the glaring lights doesn't even catch her eye. It's just so attention seeking that you can't help but to look at it.
Little did she know, He would change her life forever. He made her new and to think, she would actually come to a point and switch roles, trying to be the one whom is persuading others whom share the common misunderstanding about this 'fascination'.

"Do you believe in Jesus?"
"Yes."

"Do you accept the Lord Jesus as your personal Lord and saviour?"
"Yes."
Down the water she goes and everything that has happened before is a blur. She feels so refreshed and life is a little more worth living for, with Him in her life.
God is her salvation,
God is my salvation.
Magdelynelysea.
270713.

Emmanuel,
Jesus Christ,
You'll never let me go.
My shepherd King,
You're watching over me...
Emmanuel.