35.

I thought I've managed to let go. I thought I had finally learnt that I should move on and that you're but of a passing phase in my life. But I realize I hadn't let go of the hurt you've brought about in me. It was absolutely horrendous and I had to suffer the agony all by myself for the few days I was alone. How would you have thought I had felt? I wasted my time on something that was never meant to be. You literally used me. You plucked the strings out of my heart and got me entangled in my own made belief web of love. You're such a pretentious little liar and you got me in to this state - this absolutely desperate state.

I absolutely abhor you to the core. I hate you so much I wish I could slit your throat out really slowly and make you suffer a painful death.....

but then again, it wouldn't be just you whom is suffering... I'd be suffering too.