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Terribly afraid of falling

when 

I 

know 

I've 

fallen. 

I can't tell anyone about it 

because 

I know nobody would

understand. 

I try my best 

to show a facade that 

I, 

myself, 

can't handle. 

because 

I need strength to carry on. 

and everytime 

I catch 

myself thinking of you, 

I know, 

somehow, 

things would just fall in to place. 

Soon. 

I can't point 

my finger at what it draws 

me to you. 

but 

I know that 

somehow 

everything would be alright