14.

Love me

more than

stars love

dying

but love me

less than the

abyss of 

celestial

bodies;

I could 

never

hold the 

heavens

you’ve 

hoped 

for.

13.

The unsung choruses of birds,
the unsaid words from my lips,
the times we were far apart,
the times I held you near,
the life I had lead with you beside me,
and the life I am living without you.

The trials,
sufferings,
afflictions,
pain,
we all had to go through.
Judgment through everything,
yet we couldn't say anything.

What's truly in your mind,
my dear.
Please tell me why you've a sad smile.
I'd wipe away every tear from your eyes,
if you'd let me.

I'd hold you once again in my arms,
and hold you close,
and never let go.

My dear,
tell me all you know,
tell me all you've been through,
tell me all you've ever said,
tell me all you've ever felt,
tell me all you know.

Whisper in my ears
once again, my dear.
As the world slowly fades away,
tell me you love me,
and you'd hold me in your arms again,
and you'd hold me close,
and you'd never let go.

12. Thoughts

Why do we let society deem what is pretty or not? God never created fat or skinny. He created people of different sizes. But it's because of man's own judgment that we decide what the meaning of "fat" and "skinny" is. We all try to achieve a certain weight(probably lesser than what we already weigh) because we think it looks better than what we already are. Why should we be insecure of our own body size when God beautifully created us to perfection(in his own image)?

11. Baptism.

Sitting down by her bedside,

just wishing, 

waiting,

wondering.

Sometimes feeling unworthy,

useless,

unloved.

You came,

You saved,

You healed,

You loved.

You chose not the perfect ones, 

but the ones whom are imperfect.

You chose not the sinless ones,

but the ones whom sinned.

You chose not the one whom is bright,

but the one whom struggles to pass her papers.

You chose not the clean ones,

but the ones whom have scars all over her body.

You chose not the ones whom love,

but the ones whom judge.

But You changed them,

You healed them,

You changed her,

You healed her,

You changed me,

You healed me.

Blessed //

"What an imbecile," she thought to herself, "who actually gets so caught up with this entire idea of religion? It restricts you from doing the many things you love. It restricts you from having the time of your life." She brushed off the entire topic of religion. "I believe in Him, I am a Christian. But I don't think you get the entire point of religion. If He loves you, He wouldn't want to see you suffer. Why would he make you do these nonsensical stuffs?"
"He loves you, and this entire life of yours is a test of whether you love Him, and how much exactly do you love Him. Are you willing to lay your life down for Him?" She didn't understand why were they all so caught up with this entire fascination. She attended church, but besides the glaring lights during worship, nothing else caught her eye. And technically, the glaring lights doesn't even catch her eye. It's just so attention seeking that you can't help but to look at it.
Little did she know, He would change her life forever. He made her new and to think, she would actually come to a point and switch roles, trying to be the one whom is persuading others whom share the common misunderstanding about this 'fascination'.

"Do you believe in Jesus?"
"Yes."

"Do you accept the Lord Jesus as your personal Lord and saviour?"
"Yes."
Down the water she goes and everything that has happened before is a blur. She feels so refreshed and life is a little more worth living for, with Him in her life.
God is her salvation,
God is my salvation.
Magdelynelysea.
270713.

Emmanuel,
Jesus Christ,
You'll never let me go.
My shepherd King,
You're watching over me...
Emmanuel.

10. Imagination

The comfort you feel when you just read a book, watch a movie and just deeply immerse yourself in to it. You don't ever want to come out of this imaginary realm you are in. You just want to stay away from reality, and belong to another dimension of fantasy. Where life's motto is "do as you please". The ability to change any and every circumstance is all under your own control and all you want to do is just stay that way forever without having someone to dictate your life around. That, is true bliss.

9. Encounter

Just came back from a 3D2N camp at Camp Challenge Sembawang. Through this camp, it really made me realize that when we put God to test, we are actually being faithless. We have to have faith at all times, every time. God knows we have struggles and he knows that Satan tempts us. But when we allow the temptation to even cross our minds for even one second, we are already being trapped by Satan.

We really have to come back to God. One day every knee will bow, every tongue shall confess your name Lord, your name, Jesus.

Hallelujah.

8. Relate

Turning around to leave, 
Full of words but I'm speechless
Don't even want to speak of the breakup.
Birds and Fishes in love are by chance.

Our love,
& the love given
It could have last.
It can no longer come back
Dust in the wind
Waiting
To hurt us.

转身离开 
(你有话说不出来) 分手说不出来
海鸟跟鱼相爱 
只是一场意外

我们的爱 （给的爱） 
差异一直存在 
(回不来)
凤中尘埃 
(等待)
竟累积成伤害